here i am....an open book....in this moment.
Reading through countless journals, online and offline, sitting through
conferences - i often wonder...
if there is life somewhere in these alien allies.
Or is it survival of the fittest just by instinct. Just existentialism?
Many of us go through personal hells, traumas, illnesses, deaths -
of those we care and even of our ownselves.
Messages continue. Coldness?
Or just cycle/circle of continuity.
Where did life go i wonder?
Someone suicidal. someone willing to give up.
Others consumed by cancer.
Or terminal causes of shortening of breath.
Still writing in -
continuing the debates , challenging, being pounced and
smothered by superiority of intellect and experience. Innocence noticed.
Thoughts disjointed yet
bringing smile to those lost..
wandering in these allies since ages.
I wonder if there is life if i turn the next corner?
Something dead. something amiss
a spark gone
murdered in bright daylight;
learning proceeds
knowledge became power for many;
a heart dying a silent death
in a corner ally
Wonder if anyone can smell
the stench of death...
mixed with a hint of life -
fighting to breath through?
All meaning flowing in a flood of
emotions & pain
nothing
all meaningless
survival what for?
breathing a burden.
In all this noise
life took root
realised
burning
destroying:
no one knew.
All silenced.
Deafening voices everywhere.
I wonder
when life turned
a corner into
death
I wonder
if
anyone
saw?
12 feb. 2001.
from joy. just felt like sharing. written on the spot here and now. love &
blessings to all. excuse my existence amongst the allies wherein we are all
lost as children and yet strangers to each other. Wonder if there is life
beyond.....
--"Pixie Delite" <pixie_delite@hotmail.com>
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